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If anyone gives a damn

Tue Jan 27, 2009, 12:56 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: The radio
  • Reading: My computer screen
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Okami and Rhem 3
  • Eating: Peanut butter
  • Drinking: Water
I've thought this over and I'm done, I don't have the heart to do this any more. The only reason I started this was because of an old friend of mine, but that fell through and I tried to continue and I just don't have it in me. Recently another friend has left me and she doesn't even call or read her mail so I am left behind without any support or encouragement. On Sunday I was waiting for a certain call that I was all excited for, I was going to babysit a certain six year old who is always kidnapping me for a week and that call never came... It made me realize I was so unwanted, that I am easily replaceable and easy to forget. I've opened my heart to people let them into my life show them who I really was... and all I got in return was a shattered heart that could never be mended and an over flowing closet of broken promises. I thought I was strong, but I am at my weakest now that I am alone. I just don't know what to do any more and since I have nothing left I'm leaving Deviant Art. I really do hope the best for everyone else thoough, Good Bye.

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(In a really whiny voice)
Draw somthiiinnnng. Come ooooooooonnnnnn. Draaaaaaaawwwww......Xp

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You been serverd JUSTICE BERRIES, and will fliped by Gibbles....ALL HAIL THE GIBBLES!!!!.....I like cheese >.>
CAMPING!!!!YAY!!!

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You been serverd JUSTICE BERRIES, and will fliped by Gibbles....ALL HAIL THE GIBBLES!!!!.....I like cheese >.>
o_0 ya know, I've been debating whether to write you. I miss you as a friend, but yah... I duno...

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Why does the wind blow? It wipes the tracks where we have passed. So that no one can tell, whether we still exist.
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Politics are fake, organized religion is a lie, God is real, so let's all shut up and wait till we die.
really.........uh wow... I don't know what to say....

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Warning: Artist carries around a large spatula. We don't know why, but we're afraid!!!
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it's ok you don't have to talk to me if you don't want to.

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Why does the wind blow? It wipes the tracks where we have passed. So that no one can tell, whether we still exist.
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Politics are fake, organized religion is a lie, God is real, so let's all shut up and wait till we die.
Hidden by Owner
It's not that... it's just that you ended our friendship and wanted nothing to do with me. Then you did a disappearing act and no one has heard from you. Now all of a sudden you want to talk to me and it's such a huge shock that I don't know what to say... I mean I have missed talking to you and so have the others

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Warning: Artist carries around a large spatula. We don't know why, but we're afraid!!!
Hidden by Owner
0_o I didn't disappear. I've tried contacting Diedra, Ben, Millie and Kristine. The only ones to talk to me are Ben and Millie and it's rarely if ever that the contact me. I was in the hospital back in January and I've been pretty sick since so I haven't really done much besides work. And it wasn't that I didn't want ANYTHING to do with you, things just REALLY needed to calm down and we both said things that we shouldn't have. I love Pancho, you and him don't get a long, we all have to accept that. So yeah, Hi...

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Why does the wind blow? It wipes the tracks where we have passed. So that no one can tell, whether we still exist.
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Politics are fake, organized religion is a lie, God is real, so let's all shut up and wait till we die.

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